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Name : Cynthia Huang
Nickname : Moon / Cyn
Age : - years old
Date of Birth : 18 September
Place of Birth : Palembang, Indonesia
Hobbies : Online
Likes
♥ Game Online!
♥ Singing!
♥ All My Family and Friends!
♥ Cakes and Tea!
♥ Chatting!
♥ Ice-cream!
Dislikes
✖ Copycats
✖ Hackers
✖ Liars
✖ Anime Haters
✖ Annoying Person
Abortion T__T
This is a Story, Please read this !
Hi, Mommy .. i'm your baby.
You don 't know me yet,
... I' m only a few weeks old .
You're going to find out about me soon , though , I promise .
Let me tell you some things about me .
My name is John , and I' ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair.
Well, I don 't have it yet , but I
will when I 'm born . I'm going to be your only child , and you'll call me your one and only .
Im going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other . We 'll help each other ,
and love each other . I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.
You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited , you
couldn 't wait to tell everyone . All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect . You have a beautiful smile , Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already .
Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me ! He wasn 't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don' t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money , and bills, and stuff I don' t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though , so it was okay. Then he did something scary , Mommy . He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me . I was okay ... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then , Mommy. That' s a sound I don't like . It doesn' t make me feel good . It made me cry , too . He said sorry after , and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I' m not sure if I do. It wasn 't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it , Mommy .
Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger , and you're so proud of me ! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes , and you were so so so happy . You sing to me , too . You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I 'm happiest . And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe . You just wait and see , Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud , and I will love you with all of my heart .
I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I.giggle. You giggle, too . I love you, Mommy .
Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared . He was acting funny and he wasn ' t talking right . He said he didn 't want you. I don't know why, but that' s what he said. And he hit you again . I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won' t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don' t care if you think that he is a good person , I think he' s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn' t want us. He doesn't like me . Why doesn' t he like me , Mommy ?
You didn 't talk to me tonight, Mommy.
Is everything okay ?
It 's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven 't talked to me or touched me or anything since that.
Don't you still love me , Mommy ? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep . You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms , and I feel safe and warm again . Why don 't you do that when you're awake, any more ?
I' m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren' t you proud of me ? We' re going somewhere today, and it' s somewhere new. I'm excited . It looks like a hospital, too . I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy . Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I
am . I can 't wait.
... Mommy, I' m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something 's going to happen soon .
I' m really , really , really scared ,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me .
Then I will feel safe again . I love
you!
Mommy, what are they doing to me !?
It hurts ! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please , Mommy , please please help me ! Make them stop !
Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it' s called an abortion .
Why, Mommy? Why did you do it ?
Don't you love me any more ? Why did you get rid of me ? I'm really , really , really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart . Why don't you love me ? What did I do to deserve what they did to me ? I want to live , Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me , and not talk to me . Didn 't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me , Mommy ! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here , I want you to love me again ! I' m really really really sorry if I did something wrong.
I love you!
I love you, Mommy.
Every abortion is just …
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see .
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run . One more mouth that will never speak.
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